Knowledge is not power. Only power is power.
Knowledge I can’t put to use is worse than useless. It’s a constant reminder that I’m powerless.
We used to think the real self was the soul, then the mind, and now the will, der Wille zur Macht. Someone without will power is not real.
I'm still alive because I lack the will power to organize another suicide attempt. Why bother, when I’m not real?